Welp, kitty [Kai] almost got run over for the second time in front of me. -.-; I swear to God that cat likes giving me heart failure.

I'm not even sure which I'm more angry with. The cat for not listening and running out on to the street with on coming traffic or me for squealing "STOP!!!" like a whiny little bitch again. Augh.

...just continues to be bad.

Let's see, what's happened since the last update?

- Kai chased a baby skunk but luckily, didn't get sprayed.
- Kai almost got run over again due to my sister being a dunce; thinking "now" is "later" and "later" is "now." e.e
- Money is so tight, we can't even afford to get TEA, let alone a donut.
- I had to rebook my ultrasound, twice.
- I almost dropped my cellphone in to the toilet
- My digestive tract is rebelling

And just TODAY...
- I stay up all night so I don't miss my ultrasound
- In the few hours before my ultrasound I knock over my change jar
- And my fan takes a DIVE out of my second story window.
- It still works. o.O
- ( I got the biggest bitch to do my ultrasound! )
- Oh, and my moms stray kitten she feeds at the apartment, got run over tonight by someone.
We didn't see who it was but it's alive... barely. Moms neighbor rushed it to their vets/the humane society and I swear to god, if they don't fucking tell us what happened to the god damned animal this time, I'm going to euthanize those dog-humping, cat blowing, animal lovers in the most INHUMANE way possible!
Edit: And I dislocated my knee 3-4hrs after writing this entry. -.- Fucking cats.

Sigh... Seriously? Did I kill someone in a past life or is this about the stick of rocket candy I stole when I was like, 15? (I'm so fucking bad ass, I know.)

Anywhosit! I'm just here to update on Teds condition. We got him to laugh, rant and rave last night and he slept over and now he's numb. Which is understandable. I was in a funk for a good MONTH when my kitty died...

However, I can't help but be upset with him. He should've taken the cat to a clinic, money or no money. He could've signed the cat over if he had to and he keeps telling himself "She was too far gone." to make himself feel better but ya know, he shouldn't be allowed to feel better IMO. The cat was FIVE. FIVE! That's a baby by today's standards! I also have the strongest feeling ever that, unlike blackie, this problem was easily fixable.

Mom says "Well sometimes even with help they only make it to two or three."
"But at least they tried and ya know, I bet this could've been prevented if the cats got their fucking shots and got fixed!" I shout on the phone, mad as hell.

Not at her or him, but his dad. I KNOW that prick is holding out on his family and he's too fucking cheap for proper vet care... WHICH leaves me with a nasty moral dilemma. Ted has other cats at that deplorable home, I know none of them are fixed or properly vaccinated and if Chichi had something they all could catch, good lord. So my choice is, let him grieve for a month, letting the other cats die of the same infection or forgo his grief, report his FATHER to the ASPCA and get those cats out of there...

Either scenario will kill Ted or make him go suicidal but what can I do? His dad is a hoarder. He even feeds/tries to tame the wildlife and even though I'm supposed to be there for Ted, his cats have most of my concern.

Okay, quick post cause I'm on the clock here:
During the past week and a bit:
- Bills are not getting paid on time
- Grans pissant neighbors are driving her to an early grave with their month long construction.
- Mom's car breaks down
- Wayne/Rick are being drama queens, more than usual.
- Kai gets a mysterious cut on his forehead
- My comp goes haywire. (Because of a LOOSE WIRE! XD)
- Mom's car develops a SECONDARY problem at the shop. -.-
- Huge ass storm last night knocks out the power temporarily. (I saw it. Fucking bitchin' moment.)
- Kai sleeps with me in bed and gives me FLEAS!
- My feet are bit to shit. DX
- Kai also sneezed on me, sending my allergies through the roof.
- Kai got in to a fight with the other, new resident male. A -completely- white tabby.
- And now, JUST NOW, Ted's cat died. And it was his birthday today. (Well, yesterday now.)

Going to go pick him up. Later.

Edit: And my PERIOD just started... LOL! XD I gotta stop asking "Wha-" *shuts up*

Lobo is getting his own movie. Should be great news to those that love him but no, it's in fact the worst thing that I/we could hear right now. Not only is it going to be directed by the same prick who brought us Bitchney Spears [Joseph Kahn] -- SERIOUSLY?! DEL TORO FROM HELLBOY WOULD DO A BETTER JOB! (And he's shit.) -- But the movie rating is going to be PG-13...

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! Did you even WATCH Wolverine Origins, Mr. Producer?! [Joel Silver]

Read the fucking article before continuing.












Waaaiit a minute... Did I read that right? "Avatar effects"... PLEASE tell me he's not talking about Avatar: The Last Air Bender?! Cause if he is, this fuck needs to be shot in the nuts, and then the head... but only after drowning his bleeding lions in about 2L's of Vodka... then setting it on fire... Just because. ♥

Oookay. This is one of the few testaments that shows how much I pay attention to the media circuit. Apparently it's this movie that's been in production for a millenia and has been hyped up as hell by both the media and fans of the creator. Will that be enough to save Lobo from this travesty? Probably not.

*Heavy-misery ridden-sigh* It's been hard enough keeping Lobo alive over the past 10 years he's been out of the comics. What the hell is Silver trying to do? Kill him off entirely?
No one aside from Keith and Roger has been able to bring Justice to Lobo - (DC's lack of advertising didn't help matters either) - and because of that, Lobo went from one of the most popular DC characters, to some big mook people bring out to either stir shit up or make fun of at his expense and while I don't know how they manage to do this but they always manage to get his personality WRONG. --

God!, I just want to blow up every theater within a ten mile radius of here... or off myself. Seriously, I'd be less offended if you shot my dog. (Not that I have one.) Ya see, I love Lobo, to DEATH here. He's probably one of my -if not THEE- most serious "fictional obsessions" I've had. (And no, I'm not afraid to admit this.) I feel in love with the bastich at 11 years old and it's still burning strong at 25. He's just one character I've never been able to let go. Oh sure, I find other guys to obsess over for a little while but eventually, I end up going back to Lobo like a stray dog.

... Heaven help any man who falls in love with me. (He's got one hell of a shadow to fill... Not that I'd date Lobo (or a wanna-be) in a heartfelt relationship. It would be more like, "You horny?" - "Yeah." - "Wanna do it?" - "Frag yes." kind of thing. XD)

So yeah. The next couple of years is going to be hell for me. IMDB says there's a "Lobo film in development" and the date next to it is 2010... Let's hope that 2012 zombie disaster can't tell time and hit us a little earlier than expected. (That's when the VENOM spin off is coming out... Ironically.)

"He's dead Jim."

Seriously, why do people love Michael Jackson so? The guy, FUCKED CHILDREN! I don't care if he was never convicted, you know as well as I know that this system is corrupt, especially when it comes to celebrities. However, I must say I'm disappointed in how he died. When I first caught wind of this, the first question that came to mind was, "So which kid [finally] did him in?"

But no, it was a heart attack that killed him... Ah well. I'm sure his rape victims are happy and that's all that counts in the end.

So! Enough about some dead pedophile, let's update you on my condition.

( I talk too much )

Also, Wayne found my skull ring! :D Bonus!

Just wanted to post a quick update on how I'm doing, since it's been a while...

Lately I've been feeling like shit... ( God do I ever shut up? )

Anyways kids. I'm going to try and lie down, and get some rest before heading over there. I've been up all night because of this.

I am about to reveal a secret to you. Something that may or may not surprise or horrify you... My latest net obsession is...


Yes ladies and gents, I joined a MLP knock off!

( The horror...{Click for more/the backstory} )

In related news, I got Perma-Banned from PokePlushies for being sarcastic and worst yet, having a point. XD
It's rather sad to be honest. Here's what happened.

( Clicky here. )

Welp! That's it for now. See you next week.

Guys,

I don't care if you don't believe the net is going going to die cause you're right, the internet ITSELF is not going to die but the way we know it today, is. This is the reality. The internet is going to be censored in 2012 and we will never get it back. It is going to happen and do you want to know, how I know? Because it's already happened to everything else!

((Skip the rant and watch here.))

Think about it! What isn't censored now a days? TV, movies, news papers, magazines, HELL, even LIBRARIES have been censored and I'm not talking about what sites their computers can visit. You can not go to any library and find an actual book of REAL hexes, with real instructions, real spells; You can not find a "How to make a bomb?" for dummies or even books with realistic, proven scientific ways to be more green or to improve your health that actually works!

What about "officially released" government documents? These documents are supposed to be, uncensored when they're released so people can see what really happened, get answers for questions, whatever but NO! All the shit that could solve whatever problem you have, is blacked out. How the fuck can you call that released when you're still holding all the good shit back?

Knowledge is power and they don't want the populace to have it because then they're less powerful and they lose control.
I know, I know! It sounds like a bad comic book plot but as they say, reality is stranger than fiction. Just watch the video(s) and make up your own mind...

Part one:


Other parts:
( Read more... )

...but whether you believe it or not, just link the first video on your livejournal. That's all I ask. You don't even have to watch. Just link.

I just heard some guy screaming or shouting something outside. It ended around 5:15AM... I couldn't exactly hear what was being said because, believe it or not, the blasted robins and other varioussong birds drowned it out. The sun isn't even up yet!

Hmm... I wonder if there was a murder. o.o *just finished watching mystery shows XD*

It's now 5:22AM and a van(?) just left from Loblaws.

5:23AM and I just heard someone yell again...

5:24AM - a truck just left the Loblaws parking lot... It was probably the truckers and I'm just being paranoid. It would've helped if I could hear over the [now silent] song birds. UGH! For christ sake, these birds are supposed to be up AT dawn, not before. How do they see where they're flying in pitch black? (And before anyone says it, no it wasn't bats for I've never heard a bat mimic a robin's call.)

Is it just me or is anyone else kind of BLAH today? I think all these holidays so close together is adding to my lack of cheer... that and my cavities. T_T I remember when chocolate was such a pleasure.

Well today's the day... due to the fact that this stomach thing hasn't really gone away, it's been bugging me on and off for a month, and because someone with the condition emailed me, making me more paranoid; I'm going to the doctors at four. I don't know if I'll be able to go home or be sent to the hospital from there so... Yeah. I'll update as soon as I know anything. Which hopefully won't be a week or so down the road.

(Funny, the day I feel fucking fantastic is the day I need to go to the docs. X_x Just my luck I suppose.)

I'm fine enough to be home however... I was supposed to get testing done today but because I didn't have my fucking OHIP card, they were going to charge use $101.00 dollars for my testing. I could've fucking killed them. I ran all the way upstairs to get them to call and see if they can force to do it anyway but by the time I got back downstairs, I was so furious I left. I was going punch someone otherwise.

So now I got a full day tomorrow! X_x I gotta find my wallet (because my social insurance card is in there), find my birth certificate, buy some make up/concealer because I do not want to have all this acne in the photo, I gotta probably get a shower again... DX God fucking almighty! Just kill me! It'll be quicker and easier.

BTW! The elevators there, they were sticking when mom and I first arrived. First time it happened, it got stuck at the 5th floor so that meant two flights of stairs. Then when I was done, they weren't moving so we took 8 flights (16 when you count the fact that every twelve is divided in to two sets of stairs,) down to the lab, only to be told off by that prissy, broom up her ass, shed-better-pray-to-genisha-Hindu bitch. God I just wanted to fucking set her on fire when she fucked with us. Then when we were finally done and heading back to the parking lot, the fire department showed up. People got trapped in the fucking elevator. XD That sort of perked me up a bit. *Nelson HAHA*